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Hope To It

by Standish Arms

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1.
i found a shore where hills roll/and traffic sits/and when the car speeds up/the wind buffets/where dew drops in delicate rows/hang patiently/in place of snow/open up your eyes/you will never see/the same cloud twice/crunching leaves beneath/my sneakered feet/leaves a mosaic on concrete/where dirty storefront pigeons/can pivot in/unison/this is beginning/to make sense/open up, open your eyes/books on a shelf, we are/with others to/lean on
2.
the migration formation’s/a ribbon in the blue/reminder of winter/reminder to brood/as food of the season’s/delivered in twos/past visions of the future/oh, they were all misconstrued/misconstrued, nothing new/fix your stare on/the face of the moon, not the sun/it’s irrelevant whether anyone else thinks you ended up where you belong/lips smack behind backs/pulls a drifting mind/to a single track/and all the firewood emissions/turn yearning into a tradition
3.
there’s a perfect little place/that exists in my mind/a little house, upstate/surrounded by pine/and that’s where/i care for you the best that i can/and pretend that it’s all not pretend/there’s a perfect time of year/friends and family near/when we slow dance to jazz/reminisce about the racket/the pounding that used to keep/time in our heads/how it will/never/again/candlelit dinner dates/holding close to keep you safe/glances that always mean more/drives without running out/of topics to talk about/decisions without feeling forced/i swear i’d do anything for/you/trapped in my mind/you could be/the key/to making a reality/the best i could ever contrive
4.
Match 04:49
frozen hands/and frozen feet/shorter days/and longer weeks/between the lines/is all i read/and never think to speak/thicker clothes/and thinking slows/i’d give it time/if time changed more/it means more now/than it did before/an interest now adored/as soon as your match is found/the one that burns/with warmth abound/the hand above is there to snuff/the one that made/your life enough/(damn! god damn!)/metal tubes/that lead to grids/nothing like/when we were kids/longer blocks/that don’t forgive/constant, silent fits
5.
i keep cutting loose strings off of everything/all these miniscule details/that sting and it’s pissing me off as it’s seeming/that every nuance can line up with ease/and still leave me begging, “i promise i’ll please! oh, please!”/i’ll line all/the greeting cards up on the shelf/but the slightest air shift/and they topple oh-so-well/like it’s product of practice/and i cannot help/parallels to myself/well-crafted sentiment/signed with a date/turns out there was/no time frame to wait/full introspection/full physical tours/with barely a touch/left with mental brochures/of the best destination/that’s ever been formed/i’m forbidden to board
6.
The Grind 03:35
every afternoon/stands a new occupier/in the concrete corner/fidgeting with a lighter/with a drag or two/he’s unconvincingly calmer/with a drag or two/he thinks at least/my/insides/are warmer/every afternoon/pairs of hands hug tightly/grounded caffeine beans/presented harmlessly/with a sip or two/their hearts are thump, thump, thumping faster/with a sip or two/each thinks at least/my/insides/are warmer/gets you through the grind, the/stand still time/gets you through the grind (whatever gets you through)/every evening/tosses off his coat/kicks up his aching feet/tosses some sauce down his throat/with a shot or two/stress of tomorrow seems farther/with another two/he thinks at least/my/insides/are warmer
7.
a list was made/in short story form/a list of traits/a plea to the gods/and it seemed far-fetched/at best/written with care/then filed away with the rest/three long years/the vision, all but dismissed,/found its way to the ears/of those controllers of wishes and/let me tell you/they delivered/i no longer/have to fabricate/an idealistic state/you up and walked/right off the paper/i no longer/have to contemplate/an unfulfillable space/(HOWEVER!)
8.
Momentarily 04:13
though the sky/skins its knees/slides across/the city/we between/greenest trees/momentarily carefree
9.
Next to You 02:28
if i can’t sleep next to you/i don’t want to blink an eye/i don’t want to feel the cold pillow case/i don’t want to lie on my side/if i can’t sleep next to you/i’ll stay awake as long as it takes/for the hours to pass/unconditionally by/to the night when i,/passing neon signs,/can spend my/pent-up breath/and let my/legs compete/the faster i/can weave through crowds/the faster we/can weigh down the sheets/if i can’t sleep next to you/i can’t open my arms wide/and let in the piece of which i had/so long been deprived/but on the night when i
10.
Someday 04:20
“let down your baby’s hood/toiling will do you no good/take out a fresh pressed suit/slip on your best dress shoes”/“i think it’s better if i stay/i’m all left turns and straightaways/dancehalls are not quite my scene/i’m more driveways and gasoline”/(but) someday/we’ll exchange/“i do”s/and someday/i will make/a home with you/if it takes four seasons/and crossing the country twice to (i’ll do it for you)/you will fall asleep/to the din of the street/and i’ll lie awake and watch/all the people walk atop/the cars passing quickly/‘cross the Brooklyn Bridge/and i’ll hold this thought/till the ocean turns off

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released November 27, 2007

On this album, Standish Arms was Brad Caliman (voice, guitar, tambourine, MicroKorg), Josh Goldberg (guitar, backup voice, MicroKorg), Steve Kaler (drums), and Joe Khan (bass, MicroKorg).
All words and songs by Brad Caliman
All music by Standish Arms
Cover, booklet, and spine photos by Maureen Miller
Back cover photo by Brad Caliman
Art design by Brad Caliman and Will Clark
Recorded, mixed, and mastered by Ray Marté at Double Vision Studios in Massapequa, NY. Recorded August 20, 21, and 23, 2007.
All songs © 2007 Standish Arms

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Standish Arms began in 2004 and has since taken iterations from a solo recording project to a full-band indie-rock/pop affair. The band has crafted a diverse set of albums, ranging from bedroom folk to clever, infectious pop to loud, angular rock—all tied together with passionate, literate lyrics that manage to retain a sense of humor. ... more

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